I still question these…

perhaps I am not ready it happens so fast
perhaps I am frustrated to see her that way
perhaps I envy her new world she is in
that shuts me away from her
perhaps I hate those days when she becomes a kid while I am still her only kid
perhaps I’m not patient enough to listen to her repeating words
perhaps I am angry to face her silence while I want her chaos
perhaps I hate myself that I cannot pretend  things are going well in my world
perhaps I’ve been defeated by time to build the bridge  over her flowing river
perhaps I don’t make myself clear enough to let me understand her
perhaps I am scared to lose her too soon
perhaps I know it so well that I just miss her to be her but she is not her anymore

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